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Monday, May 29, 2006
21:04
*ouch*
a fren of mine was stabbed in his face by a drunk's cigar! ohhhh! cannot imagine the pain. so sad. he has to go for his skin graft surgery tomm morning.
*double ouch*
went to school today for meetings. tomm? more meetings! imagine that. these meeting things are simply a waste of .... ohhhh.... i shouldn't say anything huh? ok ok... i shall stop here.
tomm have to be in school at 11.30am for a "war" after that it's workshop time! *humph* i've been designated group facilitator. *i can do it one!!!* hahhaaa.... problem is that i'm grouped with the senior teachers! *gulp*
ohhhh! it's 9pm already! i have to go watch my ch8 show... must see whether fann wong dies or not... i dun think she does... gets crippled or wheelchair-bound... saucy!
heheheeee.... so exciting... ok ok... gtg... show more impt! =)
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Saturday, May 27, 2006
11:04
i dunno if someone is reading this. but i know that u had a death in yr family and i just want to tell u that i'm sorry to hear abt it and that i do care. i will speak to u when u are ready to speak to me.
am stuck here now till 12pm. counting down the minutes... hubby is not here coz he has work. *sad* but oh well, we're watching x-men later plus i'm going to have my fav subway... hehehe... i can't wait... more for the food actually coz i'm really hungry now. 55 mins more togo before i can get home to rest.
i'm planning to play m**** when i get back. yeah. hahahaha.... i'm going to take my eyes off my worksheets and school stuff for a while before i meet hubby later in town.
should i dress up? should i not? i have till 3.30pm to think abt that... =)
i should rite?
how often do i go down twon without having to think abt lesson plans and kids...
actually....
i miss the kids already... =(
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Thursday, May 25, 2006
10:07
am watching AI finals now. i hope taylor hicks wins. i like the guy. so carefree. hehe.
OMG
results OUT NOW... *wait*
OH YIPEEEEEEEEEEEE....
Taylor Hicks WON!
hahahahaaa.... he got the... errmmm... i dunno.... but he can work the crowd...
anyway, just wanna say to min min my dearie dearie.... thank u for calling yesterday... hearing yr voice made a huge difference in my nite (although it was laggy!)... hahhaa.... thanks for making that call...
anyway... have to stay home again tonight to finish up the sex ed ppt. hehe. yup yup... will be teaching that on friday... 5A prepare yourselves. hahhaa...
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Tuesday, May 23, 2006
19:51
some pple are simply rude. no other way to describe them.
i've been stabbed in the back a million times and in my heart another million times.
i dun even feel like going to work coz i'll see this person who has abosolutely no respect for me although i have treated her well, so very well.
thank God that there are others around.
God please help me thru the last 3 days in school - i am counting down from tomorrow.
i even pray that this person will realise what she is doing.
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am i pissed? yes, a little.
am i upset? yes, a little.
am i wondering what happened? oh well, one can put one and one together.
thank God for the matured ones around.
Joey, SR, KW, I thank you from the bottom of my heart that u could understand my predicament.
i am upset coz i did treasure them. i treasured them as my own.
i helped them. guided them. loved them. treasured them. made myself available in whatever ways i could to ensure that everything could run as smooth as it could for them. got told off for them. almost got into much trouble at work for them. shielded them. protected them.
yet - one small thing happens and *POOF* they are gone before u can say, "supercalifagilisticispialidocious"...
is it wrong to scold?
when something so major happens - is it wrong to instill discipline? i guess only a few can understand my point of view. as hubby says - they are merely children but hey, i have feelings too.
i hope i don't detest the rest of my journey.
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Sunday, May 21, 2006
20:30
i find it tough to please everyone. do u?
when one has to instill discipline - no one likes it. even the disciplinarian. really. but wth, some pple simply don't understand and think that i am trying to make life difficult. whatever. life goes on for me.
take for example, when i was setting paper also - some asked why i made the paper so difficult. i'm like... errrmmmm... i have to think of the majority. *duh*
even in life - u cannot please everyone. certain things always seem just so wrong in another's eyes. one man's meat is another man's poison, right?
i can do something here, the person seems to be ok with it. smiling while u are carrying out the certain activity.... whistling.... acting all happy and sorts.... still encouraging u to go on... like giving u all the encouragement in the world....
the next thing u know, one huge stab (or maybe a few) at the back. and then worse thing is, u don't even knoe that u kenah stabbed man!
to make matters worse, u trust the fella... damn sad can?
even worse, the fella note things down in black and white and totally turn the table against u to say that u are in the wrong.
wth.
i guess pple are just not reflective pple...????
one action creates another. maybe these pple should think first.
no.... i am not saying that i'm some angel...
but perhaps reflection on both ends would make things better?
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Saturday, May 20, 2006
23:50
ok. i could be lying in a coffin rite now. i am not joking here.
but hey. life is good. God is good.
was on my way to in-law's place this evening. was waiting for the green man to appear before we crossed the road so was busy busy talking to my hubby. then we saw that the green man appeared so we made our way across.
1 step...
2 steps...
then a motorbike made a turn in front of us and a car hit the back of the bike and sent the motorcyclist flying to our feet. omg. my heart almost popped out.
if hubby and i really crossed the road a split second earlier, we would be lying side by side in coffins now.
the motorcyclist was pretty badly hurt at his leg. he was going pale (WHITE ACTUALLY!) and was truly in shock. hubby called an ambulance and the stupid ambulance took 10 mins to arrive at the scene. goodness. can u imagine? 10 mins. a life is at stake here and they took 10 mins to arrive.
i seriously hope that man is fine now.
that road will now hold many memories for me. to make things worse, i have to cross that road everday to go to work. no missing it. =(
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Friday, May 19, 2006
20:43
I am utterly disappointed today. Yah, maybe I sound stupid, but I am utterly disappointed with my favourite class. I went in today and realised that 20 out of 41 of them did not bring their textbooks and workbooks.
I have absolutely no idea why even. I guess someone might have said that I might not be turning up in school today... I dunno.
To make matters worse, in my midst of my reprimanding, another person wrote a note to someone. Why? Why do this kind of thing when I am already in a foul mood? I don't understand these kids sometimes. Obviously - I found out about the note and reprimanded them even more.
To add oil to the fire was the last thing they should have done... Seriously...
I decided to give them a chance to sit down instead of standing at the back by making them answer a question each. If they could answer my question, they could get to sit down.
But but but... There were 2 of them who were adamant on staying at the back!
There's one thing I really dislike - when kids have no respect for their elders.
Ok fine, stay at the back for all I care. But hey, why use bad words, and ON ME? They thought I did not hear - hey kids - wake up your idea... Mrs. Tai here has supersonic hearing ok???
I have a good mind to call these 2 fella's parents and let them know what they did. Maybe I just might.
When I got home, I received a couple of sms-es asking for forgiveness - hey kids - all is forgotten and forgiven.
However, I do expect an apology from the 2 of you - I know you know who you are. If at least you take the initiative to admit that you were wrong - I will be fine with it. I won't put you down, neither will I reprimand you. BUT I DO EXPECT A CERTAIN DEGREE OF RESPECT FROM THE 2 OF YOU. blobzz says bye bye...
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kane made my day. many thanks to kane. as i type now, my office phone is ringing. and i am NOT picking it up. it has been this fax machine since this morning.
i really really want to thank my relief teacher who took care of my class from mon to thu. she is good. completed lots of work. really appreciate that nmy class was in safe responsible hands during the past 4 days.
ok back to the past 4 days. omg. i feel like i've emerged from a battle, all torn apart. psychology paper was real tough, i must admit. i crapped my way through it. i wonder how i'm going to pass it even.
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Wednesday, May 17, 2006
16:53
ok. i'm taking a break. omg. classical conditioning... this conditioning... that conditioning... mean, method, mode.... i'm going mad by conditions this and that. i'm even blaberring. i dun understand. with 3 major major assignments - why do we still have to take exams? and of all things, exam at 7.30pm at night till 10.30pm!!! wth.
u knoe, last nite, so many pple were yawning away. it's an unearthly hour to take an exam. esp write essays. dunno how i'm gonna do for tomo's paper. everyone seems to be more well-prepared than me. me? i'm just.... dunno what to say also. pre-occupied with school stuff mainly.
kids called yesterday to ask if i was seriously ill coz i haven't been to skool. guess they forgot that i'm taking exams too. they were like... "OH YAH! Mrs Tai has to suffer too!"
>>>>> thanks lor... really...
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phew. one paper down... one more to go!!! jia you! hehehee.... saw many unfamiliar faces in the exam hall today. i guess no one goes for lectures and tutorials!!! :)
next paper coming up is Psychology... *breaks out in a sweat* stress stress... today, we spotted questions... and they all came out... but i decided to answer another question in section 3... it was a do or die situation!!! everyone felt that way too. hopefully everything will be fine! all i want to do is pass... hahaha... that's not what i tell my kids in skool.... hahahaa....
wish me more blessings... Psychology paper ain't that easy!! *pray pray pray*
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Tuesday, May 16, 2006
17:06
u know how good it feels to lose weight?
so happy, u know?
my pants are all dropping off me... and i have to pull them up as i walk. made my day.
am going off for my exams now... wish me blessings...
sat going out to play play.... yeah... happy happy....eh guys... our date is still on or not???
supposedly my bet is off... =( i have been accused of cheating - WHICH I DID NOT EVER DO. All my own training - but wth, i guess life's like that.
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Sunday, May 14, 2006
20:58
THIS IS A SPECIAL ANNOUNCEMENT FROM ME TO MR TAN Y.H.
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how many of u knoe that i'm a "writing" person...???
i dun like to speak lots. coz sometimes i just dunno what to say. but speak to me on MSN or Maple and i like it. dunno. wondering if i'm anti-social or not. i hate having to explain myself. i find it easier to express myself when writing (or rather, typing). i guess i AM anti-social. dunno.
u knoe, in skool, pple used to think that i was super-unfriendly. i just dun like to say things. sometimes, a presence is simply enuff. i'm easily satisfied. why can't pple understand who i am?
sometimes pple misunderstand me.
i am happy enuff just to have what i have now. get it? sometimes i feel like, yes, i have these things - but i have no control over them.
when i keep quiet, pple think that i am not making an effort to do anything. i hate talking actually. if i can - i dun wan to open my mouth to talk even.
but wth - i am who i am and i dun intend to live for anyone else expect my Lord and me. my frens are all far far away from me this year... one's in differnt parts of the world at different times and the other in aussie land. there's no one to rant to and b*tch too.
so here's my outlet. if u dun like what i say - i say >>> dun read. simple. fair and square. this is my space to yell, scream and shout. besides - how many pple read this blog and really know who i am? i think i can count them on my fingers and toes.
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Saturday, May 13, 2006
13:23
good afternoon one and all. i'm on exam leave next week from monday till thursday. wooohoooo... i told my P that i'll study hard... hehe... so we went to celebrate mother's day with my mama-in-law last nite. forgot to book a place so we were thinking and thinking where to go...
then i remembered that ah gu's papa works at crystal jade @ paragon... so made a few phone calls and we were confirmed guests. back to the studying... so i threw on my fav tee and we set off for some serious shopping damage before meeting everyone for dinner.
went shopping and bought my clinique stuff and 2 skirts. i've lost weight. so happy. hahahaaa.... my skirts so nice... must wear them when i am back from exam leave on friday!!!
guess who i met at paragon!!! my P lar... luckily she didn't ask me why i wasn't home studying... haha... her son is so cute!!! very well-mannered too. anywayz, to cut the long story short - my P met my in-laws...
wah... the crystal jade @ paragon is beautiful! just look at the entrance itself. we knew we had to blow a d*mn huge hole in my dearie's pocket for dinner. but wth, this mama really deserves it! (we love u...)
we really enjoyed the dinner. tho there were no freebies... it was really good... (hint hint: ah gu... next time ni yao hui zuo ren ah!)
here we go... after dinner, all fat and happy. hehee... in Mrs F's words... we were all tired, but happy (and fat!)............... :x
oh and in case u were wondering why i have a pic of my maple character here... very simple... i just wanted to show u all that i have new maple clothing! hehhe... but my main reason is this...........
YH: my lvl will be higher than yours by the end of this month. ni ren su bah! you had better prepare the 50, 000... it WILL BE MINE!
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Friday, May 12, 2006
01:47
celebrated mother's day with mummy just now. drove home from bugis just now and there was a huge jam. wow. too many cars in sinagpore. glad that there's a break tomo. but... that also means exams are coming forth. sheesh.
it was supposed to be mother's day rite? but i got a little (not very little) pressie from daddy. check it out... 
yeah. have a new ring. (it's the one on the middle finger lar - the other one if my wedding ring!!!) yeah yeah... so happy... *grin* ...
can u imagine? we celebrated but forgot to take photos! what the.......... ?!?!?!
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Tuesday, May 09, 2006
20:32
 so cute! no wonder almost everyone's addicted! that's me with my cute hat, handbag and stolen fence!  hehe! that's me with my crossbow! dun play play!  that's me taking a rest from all that fighting... hahaha
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oh oh oh... it's the "do-the-cha-cha" week! in and out, in and out of the classes for invigilations... haha... dun understand why we can't just stay in one classroom... oh well, i'm not in-charge.. so... :(
i'm so tired actually... the markings are just so draining! i'm glad it's going to be over soon... looking forward to the long weekend... :)
i'm not enjoying the long weekend kiez... i have to study for uni exams. drat. yup, i'm one of those studying again now. sigh. what to do? work & study - no joke. damn draining.
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Sunday, May 07, 2006
18:09
faith. do u have faith? pastor marion shared on faith today. i went to esprit after church and saw a blouse that read, "have faith". must be a sign from the Almighty. serious.
my faith is oh so shaky. i'm not talking about anything else but the baby issue. recently, there was a kid in school asking me why i'm not having a baby yet. how was i supposed to answer him?
i went up for alter call to strengthen my faith. told God that i really really want a baby. faith is accepting what u cannot understand. abraham was like antique when he had his son. i refuse to be antique when i expect a baby. (oh Lord, pls!)
there are 2 paradigms here. one group says i'm still young and that i don't have to think or worry about this. another group "commands" me to hurry up.
what do u expect me to say? i'm speechless.
saw my cell leader's 2nd son today - just turned one month old. so cute. looks like an exact carbon copy of his daddy. they are truly blessed.
i want a kid...
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Saturday, May 06, 2006
20:53
Someone's jiejie sent me a "test" to do...
Here are the results! Hmmm... ?!?!?!?
Mmm ... dark chocolate! Rich and luxurious, you're the flavour of pure decadence. (In fact, we think we feel our hips getting bigger just thinking about you.) Utterly indulgent and as smooth as silk, you're impossible to deny. Some might even call you addictive -- and, truth be told, for those who love you, it's usually a life-long craving. Poor fools. It's not your fault you're so irresistible. But you're happy to let people worship at your altar -- as long as they're willing to wrap you up in gold foil (24-carat, mind you), you're delighted to be adored. Sumptuous and intoxicating, you're a truly tasty treat.
Makes me sound too good!
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yeah! i'm going for facial soon. can't wait... 4.30pm - i am going to get a good massage and enjoy it. yeah. yipee. can't wait. need help during the june hols to cut stuff. who is going to help me huh? put up yr hands - mrs tai will call u - dun fight. blobzz says bye bye...
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done. i've done my part as a singaporean. i have voted... who did i vote for? i voted for... oh... our votes are secret (NOT!)... i am not at liberty to say it out rite?
ever wondered why sometimes u treat someone nicely and they treat u like s**t sometimes? i have. i dunno if it's meant as a joke or what - but sometimes, i do get a little pissed. but then again - after that, everything's well - and everything is water under the bridge. sometimes, i guess it's just a personal choice that pple decide to behave this way. unreciprocated.
but oh well. it's a personal choice for me to treat or "ill-treat" a person, yah? and i choose not to. i choose to love and cherish this person for who he is. (OK - I AM NOT TALKING ABOUT MY HUSBAND HERE!) *rolls eyes*
aiyah. small matter - all this. just have to let it out and this is a good way when not everyone on earth is reading. (like real!)
some kids are asking for group tuition - i would love too - but i can't. i have already explained to u all rite? anyway, as romeo said and i quote... "dun u all find mrs tai scary?... *deleted*... i dun go to skool..." - so why ask for tuition? hehehe... nah, on a lighter note, i can't - i just can't.
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Friday, May 05, 2006
22:55
 oh, the art of self-glorification.
haha. i was so bored during *deleted* that i doodled. it's been a while. here is my latest art piece. i am so proud of myself.
my p1s are just so cute leh. buay tahan. esp J... *thinking which cheek to pinch on monday* ...he is just so cute...
today was a hectic day. was like dancing the cha-cha... in and out so many many many different classes. my p1s say that alot of them will be getting band 1 for the SA1 english paper. hehz. let's see how. :)
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Thursday, May 04, 2006
21:51
i promised my baby sis that i'll do this... so here goes... :o)
 ohhh... she was so cute...    dunno what happened... blobzz says bye bye...
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have a look-see at my precious baby darlingz...
my small darlingz... 
ah gu and me... :o)  preeeeetty preeeeetty...
ya, i'm talking about myself lar!  my precious big babies... :o)
 oh quick! bring out the poms poms... he is SMILING!
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so cheesed off with one of the classes today. they are conducting their own **, so, every week, there are 2 organisers in charge. yes, in charge. and these fellas are totally NOT humble at all. they yell and scream back at the organisers. pls lor - cut them some slack. remember... what comes around, goes around. i had to tell them off before i explode. i told them, it's not the academics that makes a person, it's the attitude, the heart and the soul. (wah, i sound so profound...)
anyway, long tiring day today.
someone's mama called again. checking out abt p1 registration. *wondering if his bro is as cute as him*... hehe... this mama also quite cute leh. very nice lady... no wonder she's blessed. *still wondering if his bro is as cute as him*...
haha... anywayz, i just got news that i'm "taking over" the FFD Publicity Comm. oh goodness. all i wanted to be was a member... what to do? duty calls.
i seriously think the p1s are horrified of me. hehe. great. that's good. i stared at one today coz the fella was playing when he was supposed to be silent reading, and he burst into tears lar. felt so bad... i never scold leh - just stare. i guess only my class kids know how i tick. blobzz says bye bye...
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Wednesday, May 03, 2006
22:50
yeah. i changed skin. the previous skin was beautiful... but, when i post, the rest of the posts ran off to the background. i have no idea why. anyway, i'm glad i managed to help romeo too, his blog was like *duh* empty and posts couldn't be up... i solved it! (thank u... thank u...no need to clap...) the HTML part of the blogger entries were not there at all! imagine that! (aey, he never say "thank u" leh!!!) oh oh... somebody's mama ask me to adopt her son again... haha... she said just take him as a god-son lar. but i dun understand. in skool, this fella's so cool and collected. sometimes i really wonder what he says to his mummy! i just told his mummy that "no prob... just 'pass' him to me as and when she likes..." hehe... we had a good laugh anyway... i'm tired. tomo still have to settle some exam stuff. *sigh* blobzz says bye bye...
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Tuesday, May 02, 2006
22:22
i'm zonked. it's 10.20pm now. just came back from dinner with F. it was great to catch up. not as tho we dun catch up enuff... at least there's no one to eavesdrop on us. ;o) oh well. we had CM for dinner at SP. it sucks lar. standard has dropped.
i told the kids that i cut my hair over the long weekend and they freaked. today, they asked me out of the staffroom and i saw the relieved faces. i said i had cut my hair... but i didn't say how short or how long... haha... i had a trim and i highlighted my hair... guess they didn't realise that!
that ah gu made me angry today. so fed up. i won't say why. he knoes. but anyway - i saw his sad face and i couldn't stay angry for long lar. *sigh* that romeo also a bit gong gong today, ask ah gu to take care of his things... aiyoh!
tomo haf to go to school early for some training. *humph* i'm gonna watch "i not stupid 2" (lent to me by KW) now... KW is hoping that i'll cry as much as he did. haha.
till then darlingz...
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good morning everyone!
my maple a/c got hacked over the weekend. hehe. had no clothes left. left with my armour and handbag (yes, it's a weapon!)... sigh. so sad. but having said that, it's just a game and i guess... it is quite hilarious just to think about it...
at first, i thought it was KW who did it, so i called him in the middle of the nite... (opps, sorry KW...) anywayz, all necessary precautions have been made... hopefully nothing else would happen to my precious maple character! hehee... i sound like a 10 year old...
romeo called me yesterday and his a/c was hacked into as well. nothing left too. u know, i'm beginning to wonder if this might be a person we know... but romeo says it's definietly not... so.... hmmm... i'll leave it to the expert to decipher...
am supposed to meet F for dinner tonite... but i am very very tired! too much marking, too little time... i'm even zonked before i head out of the house...
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Monday, May 01, 2006
13:09
actually, my main reason why i'm blogging over here coz the old blog doesn't allow me to change so much stuff anymore... guess they're going on a "pay as u use" scheme... and i dun like to pay for my rantings! so here i am...
so exciting... i'm gonna make some cookies soon. if u are lucky... u'll get some tomm. if u dun get some then... awwww.... too bad... hahaha...
i like how my new blog looks like now... pity i couldn't migrate the rest of the stuff from my old blog over here. nah. it's still a working blog over there k?
i just sms-ed romeo to ask if he needed my help with his blog. his blog is empty. how can that be called a blog correct? i slowly recalled all my HTML stuff this morning. not too bad ah? heheh...
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it's my first attempt in blogger. had the account for ages but never ever posted here. was busy posting in my friendster blog at http://blobzz.blogs.friendster.com... go ahead. knock yourself out. read all about me and my life.
thank God i learnt about HTML before. if not, surely die! anyway... i luv this background... i think this is just cool... *switch on the speakers* i belong to a different era lar!
k... till the next time darlings...
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